Hey ladies,
I just got back from hanging out with my girlfriends. We decided to go away for the weekend this weekend.
But when we started talking about meals and food, I started to get anxious. They want to do lasagna on Friday night, pastries for Sat morning breakfast, snack food throughout the day, and another big pasta dish for Sat night, pancakes on Sun AM. There is hardly anything on the menu I would pick for my food plan. (heavy on the refined carbs, sugar, fat, little or no vegetables, not to mention all the junk available). This is the perfect storm. I am trying so hard to still with my plan (I just started!!) and social situations make me anxious. If it was a party, I would eat before I went and keep a lid on it, but this is a whole weekend and I feel pretty out of control.
I have such shame about my eating issues, I don't want anyone to know I am following a "diet," but I am totally terrified about trying to not binge, eat healthy, but not seem like a food control freak. Don't you think people will notice if I hardly eat any of the planned menu? Won't I look like a freak if I bring my own food? Especially because I will probably then feel so stupid and deprived I will binge on the other stuff anyway... Help!