I can't believe it. And I was doing so well, as far as binging was concerned. I had planned 1/4 of a piece of tiramisu into my calories for today, but of course, I could not have just 1/4. Now that I look back, I'm not sure why I thought I could. I of course, ate the whole thing, telling myself I would just skip dinner in favor of eating that. After I was finished, was I satisfied? Of course not. I proceeded to eat 5 servings of hot cheetos, handfuls of honey-glazed chocolate macidamia nuts, a pepperoni hot pocket, and cheesy marinara chicken. I'm just so disgusted with myself and my stomach really hurts.
I think it was partially because I'd been eating an average of 500-600 calories this week (very bad, I know, and I have help for dealing with that), and partially because I've been stressing about my legal issues and freaking out over what the decision is going to be.
Hope you don't mind me sharing. It feels better to get it all out.