I don't know if I'm posting this in the correct place, as what I did wasn't really a *binge* but anyway...
For the last week or so, I've been feeling really turned off to food. My hunger patterns are generally like this: Wake up, feel hungry, eat. Go to work, around 1PM-ish, have lunch. Fight cravings caused by boredom at work 2 - 5PM, resist urge to snack. Come home and... no hunger at all. I've been keeping track of my calories on my-calorie-counter.com and I have been STRUGGLING to get my calorie in-take up to a decent level-- a lot of days recently, I barely make it to 1200.
Anyway, I've been feeling really disinterested in dinner and I actually almost didnt eat dinner at all yesterday, except I finally forced myself. But today, I went after work and bought a few containers of Fage Total yogurt and strawberries, blackberries, blueberries, etc. I was on the bus and the blackberries were CALLING TO ME. I *hate* eating on the go, but there I was, eating blackberries from the carton on the bus.
I got home and had this overwhelming urge to have a yogurt and a bunch of fruit, which i ate. A few hours later, when I would have had dinner, I had an uncontrollable craving to have that same yogurt/fruit concoction AGAIN. I resisted and resisted but finally gave in.
It was so weird -- it wasn't a binge, as I ate a human amount of everything (except that I did it twice). It almost felt like my body was COMMANDING ME to eat this stuff -- has anyone else ever experienced this? What do you think it means? Was I lacking in some vitamins my body needed that kind of "drew" me to the yogurt and fruits? It was weird. Now, I feel strangely satisfied, no desire to eat further...
I noticed last night, when I had to force myself to have dinner, I had a cherry. And then another cherry. And another and another. It was the MOST delicious thing and the cherries appealed to me a lot more than my actual dinner did. I felt like having them compulsively, but it wasn't the same kind of complusion that accompanies a binge on cereal.
I'm eating low carb/high protein & fat and i know that does knock your appetite down a bit, but I'm *ALWAYS* up for dinner...
