Well both my roomates are away for the weekend and I'm in an out of visiting family. There are extra trigger foods in my house because I made the dessert for a dinner party a few days ago and of course there are treats at every gathering I go to!

SO needless to say, I'm not doing well. I definitely binged last night, today, I can't even remember the last day I felt like I ate completely healthily. I think it was Tuesday. Oh goodness. Well I finally realized I could not have these treats in my house waiting to be eaten so I made them into something delicious. That was supposed to stop me from stuffing them into my mouth, but I ended up eating some of the treats. Then finally I decided I would bring the rest to work. I wrapped them up and they are all ready to give to my coworkers on Monday. I am finally not tempted by them at all. That could be because I feel actually ill. I looked at the clock after having eaten quite a lot for the day (I thought, it must be around 4:30 because I've eaten enough for it to be that late) To my surprise, it was 1:30. Disgusting. I'm so frustrated with myself. I know I'm going to have gained weight by my weigh in and I just am sooo frustrated. I'm putting the ispirational pictures I have in my agenda onto the fridge so I dont forget why I tried so hard before. I was gung ho until I saw a plateau. I think it has been a whole month since then and I'm afraid I've completely ruined all the work I did.

I promise you members that I am back on track. No more crap being brought into the house. I even resorted to eating some of my roomates treats. It's sick. Anyway, this battle is not over.

Good for you. I have made a promise to the member here, too regarding overeating episodes. It works.

You can do it!

Hang in there guys, Easter's almost over!

You can SO do this! You are so close!

Thanks everyone!

I know without a shadow of a doubt, that I will indulge (ok, over induldge on holidays if truth be known) in whatever food I take to a party, brunch, potluck, etc......soooooooooo, I always make my own food to take that I can eat a lot of and not have as much guilt, like pumpkin rolls made with Splenda and fat free cream cheese, or Cheesecake with fat free cream cheese and caramel topping made from Splenda with healthy almonds, etc.....this way I can eat my desserts and not feel to bad. Fruit trays and veggie trays are great with fat free toppings. Everyone always loves it all so I also get compliments, not only on how I eat so much and still look decent but on the food....