Hello..I am yet again trying to lose weight that I seem to always lose and than regain, with a little. Hopefully, this time things will be different. Hopefully, I will be able to make the changes that are needed to keep the weight off this time. I have been under a tremendous amount of stress in the last year and unfortunately it shows in more way than one.I am currently living in a small town which does not offer much to do in the way of anything. And my BF (of 12 years) is out of town for a couple of months at a time.And all my family and friends live at least one hour and a half away. I am embarrassed by the way that I look so, I have pushed away from them and make every excuse why I can not go see them or have them visit.Its been 6 months. I took the summer of of school and now with only 13 days until the first day of class I am wondering if I will be able to return. My weight has completely taken over my whole life...could this be my bottom!! I sure hope so...because if not it won't look pretty. I have about 70 pounds to lose. I am hoping that I can find support here to get me on track to a healthier way of living. I know that when I visited this site a few years ago there were groups that set mini goals that everyone worked towards.I would love to join one if they still exist.Hopefully, this forum will allow me to be more present when it comes to what and why I stuff things in my mouth because I have become increasingly numb to it.
Thanks for listening!!