Bigmid, hope you are having a great visit with your dad! What a challenge, trying to keep on track while all that stuff is going on. You can only do your best and it sounds like you are doing that.
On the advice of my hubby and trainer I increased my calories this week. I have been feeling frustrated by slight gain and slow losses (last week was technically a loss but I had to replace my scale and have a feeling it would have been a slight gain - for the 2nd time in 3 weeks - if I'd been using the same scale). The scale just moving very little in general. You know you hear people say it helps to add more calories when that happens, but then you also see other people insisting how they stayed at x cals the entire time they lost weight with no problems. So confusing. If only it could be a simple calories in and calories out.
Anyway so I've been very good this week about adding calories (about 200-300 a day), plus I wasn't getting as much protein as my trainer wanted me to (>100g) so I've been hitting that number every day. I've otherwise just been keeping up with making good choices, trying to meet good health guidelines. The scale has MOVED in response. My husband is being a (lovable) snot, all with the 'I told you sos.' 'Guess what? I WIN!' '1 to nothing!' (The 1 to nothing is a Tenacious D reference hehe.)
You know even if some of the loss fluctuates back before my official WI, I don't care, I am feeling this big weight off me (no pun intended) just seeing movement again. It's been rough, I haven't felt like giving up but I just kind of have been struggling with the whole, do I need to "fix this" or will the loss pick up again on its own? And if I make changes, how long til I give them til I try something else?
I think the getting quieter, withdrawing into my own head, is something I need to work on. I am going to hit bumps again, and I want to be able to communicate about them better. Next time I might need to reach out to keep going, and I want to be able to to do that.
OKAY that's enough babble for today!
