Djay i loev the picture of your baby girl and pup.. its beautifaul.. like an add you would see in a magazine.. she is an absolute doll.. isnt she..
thanks guys i have listed my goodies on ebay my fav are the dip dyed tops and the long jade green one.. .. here is the proof.. and the jeans.. and and and... lol
http://search.ebay.com.au/_W0QQsassZ2littlemessmakers
it appears others agree as all three of those tops have bids.. i started everything at 0.99 ..
I have done this before but last time i didnt throw them out.. i got depressed about having nothing to wear.. i hated the loose skin i got .. and decided to gain it back. .. yup you heard it right.. i wanted to put it back on... yeah fine my mental state was awal at the time.. i was dealing with a very sick child.. and couldnt give a flying duck what happened to me.. so why not gain it back and wear my fav clothes... maybe tommorow i wont have kid anymore.. what do i matter.. <<< long story.. allergy related.. food chemicals my baby girl... now i know she is perfect ..

but took many months with her getting sicker and sicker and sicker.. and on very strong antihistamines asthma meds. etc..
this time they are going.. loose skin or not.. who cares.. and anyway its not as bad as last time actually maybe.. im just used to it.. lol ..
and yes there are some nice clothes from the bag.. of 8 or so years ago... not sure about skirts fine start with those two pairs of jeans... .. yes they look good with the new top.... skirt.. hmm yes very nice.. ok promised friend i would wear a skirt on my birthday thursday .. have new shoes to match new skirt and top.. will be fine.. no freaking out about wearing a skirt.. lol
legs waxed.. good your ready to go... ... lmao..
it may seem strange but i feel like i need to set a new starting point.. .. i have lost 21 kilos... so i feel like i need to start over.. a new begining.. to keep me motivated... not the well ive already lost 21 so why not slack off with the food mood i have been in for a few days now.. lol .. ok .. im waiting for TOM which really isnt helping my mood or sanity.. i am tired all day but cant sleep at night and im moody as **** with everyone around me.. .. i just want the wrotten thing to come.. so this pmsing will calm down.. lol beware the premenstral lady whos trying to make decisions... lol ...
and the lovely rollercoaster im riding up and down.. up and down... hmm maybe i should remember to take my multivitamins.. lol .. im generally less mental when i take them.. as far as pmsing go's anyway..
I feel relieved to be getting rid of the clothes though. its like i have one less excuse.. and that for me is a big one... becuase it is one that has caused my failure in the past.. seems funny though i have changed so much of my lifestyle now.. why is changing my clothes so hard?? is it that baggy clothes are a way of hiding.. .. maybe they are.. .. ok.. i promise to stop my ramblings.. and thinking out aloud.. lol
im going to bed.. its late here.. and im actually tired..