Hi everyone, hope everyone is having a happy Saturday!
I know I'm not losing weight all that fast now that I'm in the post-induction stall, but you know what? I still really love this way of eating. I really do. I just plain old feel so much better on it. And I feel confident that I can eat this way the rest of my life. I don't have cravings, I'm satisfied with fewer calories than when I was eating a carb-heavy diet, and I'm hopeful that I will over time reach a healthy weight for me.
I'm trying to figure out if I'm spending more on groceries than I used to, and I don't think that I am. Because I used to buy some meat and cheese and salad fixings in addition to a bunch of carb-heavy snack food. So I don't think I'm buying all that much more meat and cheese than I used to, and I am saving some money by not buying the junk food. Junk food can add up, especially if you like to buy a large variety of it like I used to.
I'm not eating huge portions of meat actually at each meal. Some days I'm just not hungry until about noon - most days actually, it's just how I'm made.
So around noon usually I will eat a couple of eggs with a little chopped up peppers and onions that are sauteed in butter. I buy these bags of frozen chopped up peppers and onions and use that, and I use only like a couple of tablespoons worth of the veggies so my carb count won't go too high.
So that meal doesn't cost too much. My husband usually takes tuna salad or chicken salad to work along with a piece of fruit, or sometimes he eats a bigger lunch there at work, so I don't do too much for his lunch unless he's at home.
Anyhow, usually the eggs will keep me full enough until dinnertime around 6. If they don't, I will usually eat either a small bag of sunflower seeds (3 net carbs, 190 calories) and that will keep me happy or I cut up some salad veggies such as cucumbers and celery, about 1 cup's worth, and use 1 to 2 Tbs. of ranch salad dressing to dip them into and eat.
Then dinner is a normal portion of meat of some type (anywhere from 4-6 ounces usually, depending on how hungry I am. Right around that TOM, when I'm super hungry, I had 8 ounces, but that's not usual for me.) I cut up some more raw veggies (maybe one cup's worth again) to munch alongside my meat. I also give myself 1 to 1 1/2 cups (depending on hunger) of some low-carb vegetable, like collard greens, cooked. I put butter on the veggies, like maybe 1 TBS, or in the case of greens, cook the greens with some bacon so that I get some fat with the veggies.
If I'm really having the munchies in the evening after dinner, when we are watching TV etc., I will have a couple ounces of cheese, or a couple pieces of relatively low-carb bologna (1 carb, which isn't that great, but no sugars at least...) or a cup of chai tea with one Tbs. of heavy cream and a packet of artificial sweetener. Or my packet of sunflower seeds, which is handy to curb my cravings for salt.
A couple of times over the last 5 1/2 weeks I've had strong cravings for something sweet. Those times I've taken an ounce of cream cheese and a few drops of vanilla flavoring and a packet of Splenda and mixed it all together into a cheesecake-type thing. I try not to give into that very often though because I am sure that would be something that could stall me and I believe I might be one of the people for whom even a sweet taste might cause insulin to be put out into the body. I try to stay away mostly from anything that tastes too sweet, even diet soda. But especially around that TOM, I do get some cravings for sweets, always have, so I have to figure out how to work with my own willpower and my own body, without doing too much damage. This is kind of a learning adventure for me. I'm trying to find a way that I can keep this up for the rest of my life. If I tried to tell myself, no diet soda for the rest of your life, no cream cheese with artificial sweetener for the rest of your life - I would rebel. I would go off the diet. I know myself. So instead I tell myself, let's really limit those items to when you are really badly craving something sweet tasting. And that generally only happens to me around that TOM so it's only a once a month indiscretion so that's not so bad really.
I've been reading Gary Taube "Good Calories, Bad Calories." Some of the science makes my eyes gloss over, but when he gets to the conclusions in the latter half of the book, I was fascinated. I think everyone who can, should read this book! If you have the money to buy it, so much the better, but I guess at least some libraries would have a copy of this. It's worth reading, it really is.
Anyway I might have misinterpreted this, but I got the feeling that my body with its insulin resistance and hyperinsulimia is going to take some time to heal. That by eating this way, I am going to bring down my insulin levels, which is good, but there are still some biochemical processes going on and my body is still really going to be quick to put out insulin for awhile, even just thinking about food, etc. So I am thinking, okay, my journey back to health will probably be a gradual one, and I might not lose as quickly as I would like, especially until my body stops wanting to pump out insulin at the mere smell of food. It will take awhile for my body to realize, I'm no longer overloading it with simple carbs and sugars, so the big doses of insulin aren't needed anymore.
But I'm okay with that. I know I'm on the journey to better health, to good health, and I will be patient with my body as it heals from all the years that I overloaded it with simple carbs in large quantities.
Anyone else here read that book? What do you think of it? Isn't it a great book?


It sucks.
Hahaha! Yes, I do believe this is Saturday. 


