Man I thought I was doing better hadn't bing or purged in like two weeks then all of a sudden I couldn't control it this week.. Three times this week i binged and purged (didn't even eat as much as i use to when I'd go through the cycle or bp) I think a lot has to do with I wanna look so good for when i go see my fiance in ga and i want him to be able to show me off to his friends I know I shouldn't but i can't help it I need some help.......... I wanna lose weight the right way not this way I wanna stay healthy grrrrrrr. Im just so pissed at myself right now.
THIS WEEK ILL GET EVERYTHING BACK ON TRACK Starting first thing in the morning....
ANYways i let u guys know how its going this week... Keep up the good work......
Scorchin, good for you for coming in here and letting us know how you're doing! Just the fact that you're not happy about this and that you're admitting it is a HUGE deal.
I'll be saying prayers for you this week.
Scorchin - I'm sure your fiance would rather see you healthy than barfing your guts up and stuffing your face. You need to stop, and you need to do it NOW.
I'm glad you came here, though. When you are accountable to others, sometimes it helps. Did you stop the b/p cycle?
every once in a while when i am by myself i will eat a lot....then i will guilty about it so i force myself to throw it up......i don't do it often........am i still considered to be belemic(can't spell it lol)