I'm letting it all hang out in this post...
I'm getting close to being in the
onederlands and i'm struggling right now. my eating has been bad and not getting as much exercise.
I don't want to sound ridiculous.. but something deep in me feels anxious and scared
maybe it's scared of change and although a few lbs isn't much of a change, I haven't been in the 100's since I was younger, and I don't know how to handle this change...
I try not thinking about the scale, or making a big deal of the 1 in front of my weight but it's not easy...I want to get back on track, I'm trying. I feel like I've been sabotaging myself just to avoid the "scary unknown" that doesn't actually exist outside of my head.
Can anyone help or relate?