I'm almost afraid!
This is the first time ice ever had any measurable weight loss. As of 3.5 weeks ago, I had lost 29lbs. I don't have a scale and I refuse to buy one, so my exact numbers only come from Dr. visits. Anyway, last night I was getting dressed for a halloween party and went to put on my strapless bra. Keep in mind that I have worn this bra countless times, but haven't for a few weeks. Once I put it on, it looked funny. I took it off and tried again on the first set of hooks, but there was still a very noticeable 'gap' that was visible through my dress.
My boobs shrunk! Now, I've never had huge boobs. The bra I was trying to wear was a 44C, and that's the size I've been in all my adult life. I know my band size has gone down, but so has the cup size. This worries me. I'm only 30ish lbs down, and I already can't fill out a C. What happens when I'm 50 or 75 or i get down to goal? I'm almost afraid to keep losing because i don't want to end up with nothing!
I've also been noticing a few other unsavory effects of my loss... The more fat I lose, the flabbier my 'bat wing' arms get, and it looks way worse than them just being big. I'm also afraid of my butt going flat and flabby.
I've always had body issues because of my weight, but even this small loss has given me even more insecurities. It's almost enough to make me want to stop what i'm doing to lose just so i can keep my assets.
Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Any advice on how to deal?
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