The Pudgy Asian Girl's Blog
Hi all, I'm Cher. Let me give you a brief introduction of myself!
I am 20 this year. As you already know, I'm asian. A chinese female. I am currently 56kg and 167cm tall. I've never been overweight, but I've always been pudgy. I dream of being lean and slim, with toned muscles evryday. I managed to achieve a weight loss of 8 kilos, from 58kg to 50kg in a year. However, at the beginning of 2013, I realised I've been going under a lot of mental stress and constantly binged. The more I ate, the more anxious I got, and hence I ate even more.
Recently, I've climbed from 50kg to 56kg in less than a month. I fear that if this continued, I would be back to my usual weight and never be able to fit into the clothes I bought again. I also feel a lot more flabs coming back because I ate a lot of carbs. I stuffed myself so full I can hardly breath.
Just this evening, after a binge on breads and cakes, I finally decided this has to stop.
So here I am, promising you and the rest of the community here that I will achieve and maintain my weight, and control my yo-yo-ing eating habits.
I weigh 56kg as of now after a round of binging.
I aim to lose back to 50kg, and soon.
Please give me your encouragement.... my family does not care about how depressed I feel about gaining back the weight and they constantly torture me on purposr by cooking elaborate meals and bringing it into my room..
I almost became bulimic! I actually tried throwing up again today but to no avail. Nothing comes out no matter how hard I try to throw up.
And I dislike the idea of it. I want to eat clean, healthy, and once I'm back to 50kg I will maintain the weight at 50kg with moderate healthy eating.
I will update this blog of mine daily, I promise, with what I ate, how much I exercise and all.
Thank you for reading and I hope I have your support!
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I hope you feel alright, let's strive to be slimmer and healthier again!
