Hey EagleRiverDee-
I don't think it really matters why you did it !
Don't let your inner child have it's way!
If you really want to lose the weight you will!
I am far from perfect , if I make a mistake I reevaluate and ask myself is this something I truly want? or could I be content to stop where I'm at?
I think I'm like you an all or nothing girl!
Maybe this is your way of slowing the ride down...regroup and move forward.
My Coach believes in the why's and why nots are just an excuse ! work your plan! I agree
Makes no difference why I got fat ! The True reason is I ate too much food.
I need to be persistent and work the program.
Good Luck, I love to read your posts and have found them very insightful.
Best wishes,Roo2