Hey Guys & Gals,
So once upon a time, I was in a bad relationship which in turn led to (I think) the bad relationship with food I have now. My significant other at the time would constantly tell me I needed to lose "a few" pounds (I was a size 4 at that point), and used to restrict my diet by abusing me emotionally (i.e. ignoring me or not talking to me or lecturing me when I ate something he didn't think I should have). The result was that I never ate what I wanted to when I was with him (which was often, we lived together for a time).
After we broke up, I started to eat everything I could and wanted to, and ballooned up to 195 pounds... I did gain some of that weight in the last few months of the relationship when I was most unhappy.
Currently I am doing the NROL for women, I go to the gym religiously 3 days a week, and really love it. The hard part is controlling what I put in my mouth. I have a really really hard time saying no to food. It's almost like I feel as though if I don't eat things when I have the chance, I'll never be able to - even though rationally I know I could eat whatever I want, whenever I want...
Has anyone else ever had a similar problem? Any tips for breaking past this barrier that's holding me back? I know so much about what it takes to eat healthy, I know what I should and shouldn't be eating, I just seem to have no willpower around food...
Thanks for your help guys
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