So I was wondering why is it I can never stay on course?? I need to lose weight, this as been a long time battle. I pick up a diet, the gym and other non-sense and only hold on for a week or maybe two....it seems that I can never reach a month!! Why?? I'm not a disciplined person. That's why. I lack discipline so much, I'm a slave to my moods, my feelings, my appetite everything bad!! I just read somewhere it says that discipline is freedom...it's so true.... I want to be FREE!!!
I have to learn to do things because they are necessary and not because I ''feel'' like it on not. Now, how is a grown woman like me learn discipline... First I'm gonna have smaller goals and shorter deadline. I need to pick something that I'm gonna do everyday for 15 or 30 days no fail.... have to choose something that I can do with facility, so I can achieve my goal, why make it harder on me right!!?
So let me meditate on this......