Well.. that's it. I'm not weighing myself anymore.
I'm sick of being let down whenever I don't see my goal weight on the scale. It's 4 measly lbs but it's elusive as all get out! I've been trying to see it for a solid year. A YEAR I've been in the 160's. I'm sick of this emotional roller coaster.
I'm putting the scale away. Maybe I'll get it out in a few months but for now... I don't need the drama.
I'm working out, lifting weights and eating a well balanced whole foods diet (with the right amount of calories). I'm not going to let my unhealthy thoughts about this turn into unhealthy behavior... like not eating. I feel healthy and strong. My pants are getting looser still. That's what matters, right?
*sigh*.... I SO wanted to get there and post my victory pictures and be able to say I lost 100 lbs this time!!!
Maybe someday? It's just not in the cards right now... I'm having a down day about it.
Last edited by ValRock; 11-10-2011 at 03:22 PM.
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