So, this past Monday was my birthday. On the Friday before my family and friends all took me out to dinner. I said I was going to cheat just one day for my birthday and that would be it! I got coconut shrimp, which I only ate 2 of because they weren't that good, and mashed potatoes and fried okra. Then we went out and I had a few drinks. No big deal I thought.
Then the next day I cheated....then on Sunday I cheated....then on Monday I cheated because I was thinking oh it's my birthday! It's ok! I've almost lost 50 lbs! Well then on Tuesday I cheated and then today! I've been taking a 3 day auditing course and they provide lunch and snacks every day so I've just been going to town on whatever! It's like once I opened the flood gates there is no closing them! I am scared to weigh myself because I don't want to see the damage of done this past week. Every day I've been eating cookies and cakes and candy bars and I haven't binged/blatantly ignored my diet like this in a VERY long time. I just want to get back on track.
I JUST fit into a size 8 (a single digit size omg!) I can't even remember as a teenager being in an 8 and now they're already a little snug. It's scary! I don't want to go backward! I need some encouragement 3FC.