My Self Esteem and Life is Improving!
Every pound I lose and every day I choose to make healthy choices makes my self esteem bump up a little. It's amazing at how much better I feel emotionally, spiritually and physically. Today is a big day for me, it marks 42 lbs lost, I have 100 left. When I started, 40 lbs seemed unreachable and impossible. But 40 lbs is almost 1/2 of 100 lbs so now that I have achieved this, I know I can lose 100 more. My goal is NOT to lose 100 more pounds, my goal is to become as healthy as I can be.
I'm doing things today that I just couldn't do before. And I'm not talking about going up a flight of stairs without getting winded (even though I can do that now). I'm talking about... I'm starting a home business. I'm in the planning stages of my dream job. I just didn't know before what my dream job was. I used to always say "I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up". It dawned on me all of a sudden while I was working that I was doing what I love! I think that improved self esteem has helped me to see that. I'm happier than I've ever been.
I hope that some of you who are struggling, like I was when I started will read this and see a glimmer of hope. The only thing I changed was every day when I wake up, I make a decision to stay on plan for that day only. I don't worry about if I messed up the day before or the party I have to go to next week. I focus on today only. It makes things so much more manageable.
Last edited by hpnodat; 10-18-2011 at 06:11 PM.
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