In a triggering situation for the next few days
I hope that this won't cause big damage-I should be in my new place by Wednesday, but right now I am in transition between apartments so I am staying with my family. No matter how hard I try, being around them makes me binge like crazy. I ate more yesterday and today than I have eaten in a long time, especially now because I am sleeping on the couch, but I can't really sleep because my sister and her ex are going through a lot of drama. I just stay up because of the noise and the cats (allergies) and these late hours and lack of sleep are giving me cravings. I am trying to hold on, I am so tired of this. I hate setting myself back after all the hard work, but its just all so much right now.
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