I need to whine to somewhere and this is the only place I can come to so here it is...
I have been dealing with mixed feelings regarding my weight loss lately. As I am inching closer to my original goal (I will probably lower my goal to 135) I have noticed a lot of lose skin and horribly saggy arms. It kind of gets me down thinking I will never look "normal" but I remind myself how far I have came yata yata..
Well today I was playing poker on facebook (my guilty pleasure lol) On this game everyone can see your profile picture. I am using the picture of me with my new African Grey parrot as seen here. Anyway, I went into a game room where some young men were playing and they were being rude to everyone for fun and just to be a$$es. I should have left but I was winning their facebook money. One of the guys told me I was a fatty and I need to go to weight watchers. OMG, it just tore my heart out even though he was just a little snot nose punk. It was like being a horribly teased teen all over again. I started feeling like I will never be good enough. I will always be known as a fat girl, even at 150 pounds. To top it off, my hubby who was in a bad mood, snapped at me because I was reading his post over his shoulder as he told the guys off. Now I am hurt twice and feel like crying, giving up and eating something bad. I won't though, my kids are in the room. I need to act like an adult even though I feel like a fat kid again. Sorry to whine, I didn't know where else to go.
Thanks for listening.