feeling guilty about quitting the gym.
I've always had a bad back but I really screwed it up last weekend. As in, had to go the hospital by ambulance and am on bed rest. The MRI says my bottom two discs are bulging and there is no fluid--basically I have no shock absorbers. I have some other back issues too and I'm kind of bummed. I've gotten 2nd and 3rd opinions and they all agree that weightlifting and spin classes are out, atleast for the next several months. In a few weeks I'm allowed to do yoga, pilates, and water aerobics.
I love going to my YMCA, but I'm dropping my membership because it's 70 bucks a month for a gym I can't even use for the next several weeks. I am going to join the 24 hour fitness near me in a few weeks. It has an indoor pool, which the Y doesn't have, so I can take water aerobics year round. They have evening yoga and pilates classes and will only cost me 30 bucks a month.
My favorite spin instructor at the Y is moving out of state in two weeks, which really clinched the deal for me--she is awesome!
I know I shouldn't feel guilty, but I just love the family-friendly atmosphere at the Y. I also cried like a great big girl when they told me spin was out!
Surgery isn't an option--my bulge isn't big enough to remove, and you can't just put in more fluid in the discs. My husband and I have always wanted to adopt an older child (if we even decide to have kids) so I am not too bummed about not being able to have a baby biologically.
They also want me to lose weight (duh!) and I started Fat Smash and love it! I've lost 7 pounds in a week, which is impressive because I've been pretty sedentary this week.
I swear I'm not trying to have a pity party--I know I am so blessed! But does anyone have some words of encouragement for me? You guys are always so good at cheering me up!
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