April 20 will be my 9 year "Rebirthday"..
I've not been on 3FC for quite a while, but my 9 year surgery anniversary (My "Rebirthday") is coming up on April 20, so my Weight Loss Surgery (lap. RNY) journey has been on my mind quite a bit.
I was 20 when I had surgery. 5'5 and 340 lbs, and miserable. I lost 185 lbs in the 3 years after surgery, then had major life changes, and got lazy. I regained 42 lbs over the past 5 years or so. In July 2009 I realized I was starting the scale slider at 200 lbs and praying it wouldn't balance...and I was horrified.
In the 9 months since, I have gone from 197lbs to 165...from pushing a size 18 to a size 12/10. I'm still 10 lbs heavier than I was when I met my husband, but I'm much more comfortable in my own skin now.
So, at 165lbs I am less than half the person I used to be...175 lbs lighter than I was almost 9 years ago. I wish I could tell that 20 year old that she could feel like I do now...shop in regular stores, fit in something smaller than an XL...
Surgery saved my life, and changed it forever. It is NOT an easy option, and it is not the best option for everyone..but for me, I have no regrets. It was the best (and hardest) thing I've ever done.
~Kat
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