Today I have reached an all time high and low. I joined weight watchers and I am at the highest weight I have ever been 226.8. Ugghh! Also today my miniature schauzer ran away from me and when I had to chase her about 50 ft, I began to have chest pain and begin to be extremely short of air. I sat down on my front porch and cried and cried. This is coming from the person that sees the glass half full. I am so depressed, and sad that I didn't know where to turn. I tried to talk to my mother but she says "you're NOT fat honey, you're big boned!" Really mom, big boned?? (My mom and sister are both under 150 lbs soaking wet) I know she means well but she thinks I am fine just the way I am. Perfect in every sense of the word! Too bad I don't feel the same way! I am determined to do these and would just like the support of some of the members on 3 fatchicks who can relate to my story. I have very limited support from friends and family and could use some buddies to keep me on the straight and narrow. Thank you in advance