Welcome LisaTCan! I think this forum is the absolute best I have ever found! You don't have to do this alone anymore. Whenever you want to binge, come here and it will help you get yourself grounded. I have found so much support and it has made me feel like I'm not the only who struggles with this on a minute by minute basis....there isn't a minute when I"m not thinking about food.
I really recommend finding a "diet." For me, it's calorie counting and keeping a food journal. It's also important to figure out your triggers. I have food triggers and emotional triggers and just knowing what they are and avoiding the food triggers helps a lot. It's not possible to avoid emotional triggers, but just knowing how you feel and what moments lead me to tend to binge helps to put me on high alert and, thus, helps me control it better than before I was doing this.
Anyway, it's nice to "meet" you!