Darn self-defeating attitude!
I've been doing Weight Watchers for a little over a month and a half now, I'd lost on average 2.5 pounds for the first five weeks, then last week I gained 1.4 pounds. I had thought that this might happen because the week prior I had been a little sick and wasn't keeping much food in me, so maybe I lost a little more than I normally would have, but it just put me in such a funk, so, what did I do? I had a two day mini binge, not as bad as I might have in the past, but I still ate a bunch of stuff that I probably shouldn't have, not only did I feel bad emotionally, but I felt pretty bad physically, too, I hadn't eaten like that in awhile and my stomach was not happy.
Why do I do this to myself? When I'm doing good I just want to do better, but if I feel that if I'm slipping in any way I just want to give up and find myself a tour of the biggest buffets. I bounced back, though, that was about five days ago, I've lost about two pounds this week, or so it seems, I weigh in on Monday, that's what I go by, whatever my weight is at the meeting, but it just makes me so mad that I have a minor setback and it really was minor in the grand scheme of things, and then I just want to give up like so many times before. Well, I'm not giving up this time, I'm just not, I'm at my lowest weight in more than fifteen years and I'm going to keep it up!
Last edited by lunameower; 08-22-2009 at 10:39 PM.
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