I know exactly how you're feeling. About three-four years ago, I had a very active job. I was fresh outta high school, getting ready to start college and first got a job at a christian chruch camp. swimming and hiking just became normal and the pounds rolled off. then i got a job working at wal-mart and thats when the weight really came off. and everyone complimented me all the time and i would simply brush them off. i mean, i honestly thought they
had to be wrong.
then i gained a ton of weigh because i still ate whatever i wanted, but wasn't getting the exercise to keep it off. what really worries me is that sometimes my b.f. lectures me about never being happy with myself. and i think, well if i wasn't happy then, will I be happy when I lose all the weight? it worries me.... lol
(sorry for the life story
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