Am I the only one scared of failure?
Okay so, a few days ago I got the most amazing news ever....the scale at my gym was wrong -- HORIBBLY, HORIBBLY WRONG. It said I was 209, the next day it said I was 205. I realized it was broken, so I asked the staff to calibrate it. Imagine my surprise when a digital scale in thier office said I was actually 202! I couldn't believe it. I made three staff members get on it and weight themselves in front of me before I accepted the weight it told me I was. But now I'm afraid. I've kept up my exercises, I've kept calorie counting, but I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that I'm TWO POUNDS FROM MY FIRST MINI GOAL. Now I'm afraid to get on the scale again. What if, somehow I've gained weight? What if I get on that scale and find out that I never lost any weight at all? I know it sounds crazy, but I am so afraid to fail that I'm losing the nerve to face the scale everyday. Please tell me that, as irrational as this may be, I'm not the only one who's ever done this. I need to know how to handle it......
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