i want to get a new dr. i love him but his staff sucks! i want to be able to get something to my stomach without throwing it back up first. i want my kidneys to get some water so they can produce some pee. is that focused enough. i hate this. i have been stuck on 50 pounds for the last month. i got my band tightend, didnt eat for six days before they called me back. i had that cc taken back out. i got my band tightend again on last tues, it is wed and i cant hold anything down. i finally cussed somebody this am so i have an appointment at 12pm. i am at the end of my rope and somebody needs to tie a pretty bow. lol i cant eat so i lose six or eight pounds, as soon as i can eat again, i gain it back. when i got it on tues, i lost six pounds the first 3 days. now, i have gained 7, and i cant eat. something is just wrong with my body. i dont eat breakfast, lunch (i try, but it is embarrasing to throw up at my desk. i can even get tuna down. just protein shakes at work) so for supper i can play with it and throw up if i need to get something down. and i am too weak to exercise. i just cant get this right. i hope i didnt make a mistake by getting this band. i am happy for the weight i have lost, but this is alot of trouble. i just want to eat, and drink WATER!
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