I'm so sorry you didn't pass audition, but you sad it, it's not over yet
as corny as it sounds, at least you tried
it was brave of you to stay focused through all of cold and rain and you should be proud
it'd be great if you could tape yourself and send it to them. it's your chance to show you at your best
if they told you you're good, but not good enough after that pre-audition torture, just imagine how great you would sound concentrated, with hot tea by your side, just you and your beautiful voice
and I'm so sorry about your car problems
I have no practical advice, I just hope you get through it somehow. I know it is hard now to think about it, but good times will come, and everything will be back to normal, and better