Hi Misery,
I did lose the weight on Weight Watcher's it was the exchange program then, you got so many fruits, proteins, grains, etc. My problem has been that when I lose the weight I feel like I'm invincible and I'll never gain it back, then I stop going to meetings and then I'm a couple lbs. over and I'll go back when I lose that and so on...
So last year, I started with a New Year's resolution to lose so much by my 45th birthday and then a new girl started at work and we had a WW@work program and she talked me into going back, she was also lifetime over goal weight. I'm so thankful for this friend that was sent into my life, I made my 10% goal, and am committed to keeping the weight off and going to meetings after I get back to goal.
I wish I understood why I've done this, I think I just gave up on myself, but now that I've lost 25 lbs. and kept it off and made it through the holidays and started back to lose the next 25 or so, I believe in myself again. I have changed my lifestyle and I don't have a desire to go back. We indulged over the holidays somewhat and I felt like crap after, it was another thing that helped renew my commitment to a healthier lifestyle.
When I lost the weight the first time I lost 65 lbs. in 10 months. This time it will take me about 2 years to lose 50 lbs. Through the year I've eaten pizza and wings on occassion, had birthday celebrations, anniversaries, funerals, etc. and managed to lose weight! It took longer, but I feel like all these things are going to come along in life, and I have to be able to deal with them and not be thrown off program.
It's like alcoholism, at least for me, there's no cure, I have to stay on top of it always, and keep getting back on track.
Hope it helps