Yes for all those that remember me, I am back.
I have had a major life change recently and am working on getting my new life on track. I wanted to come here and let all you great ladies that have been there for me during my eating troubles know I am growing and getting better every day as a person.
On March 13 my husband of almost 12 years left me and my kids. No sorries needed, it was something I have wanted for longer than I want to admit even to myself, but I was too weak to speak up. He was controlling and obsessive and I am glad that he is no longer shadowing the person I am and making her a dark person.
I am now working on making SHARON the person she wants to be. I have not binged in 45 days and not purged since late January. My weight is now 138 which is not where I want to be but its where I am for right now.
I have a great man in my life that I have known for 3 and a half years and he is now with me as my new life takes shape. I am thankful every day that he is with me. Every day he makes me feel beautiful and he is my strength on days that I feel my weakest. I could make my new life work without him but doing it with him is the greatest gift I have ever recieved.
My kids are doing great with this change in my life, they knew (more than I thought) about how their dad was so they are fine with him being away from us. They understand that mommy is happier now and thats all that matters to them. They see him every other weekend and they are adjusting happily.
I hope all you ladies are doing great, I have thought of Ellis, Harpo, Kate, and Elizabeth many times over the last few months but with the way things were I just didn't come here to talk. So today I decided to let you kind ladies know. I am back, I am a new person, and I am stronger every day.
Please let me know how you are all doing!