Why do I feel like I'm back in high school, going up to a lunch table of 'cool kids' and asking 'um, is it okay if I sit here?' LOL! I've been out of high school for 30+ years, thank goodness!
I found 3FC totally by accident a couple of weeks ago. I've been reading some of the posts and forums and if there's room at this table, I think I'll slide in here ...
Here's my deal: I'm 51 years old, which totally freaks me out because I still think I'm about 43; I live in Chicago and have all my life; I have a little house on a big lot and cultivate wild, overgrowing sorts of stuff there, as well as encouraging the local urban wildlife. I work in corporate America, which also freaks me out because I never meant for that to happen.
I really am a crazy dog lady; I have 5 Shelties, of which I raised 3 from pups and adopted the other 2 from rescue -- the two adoptees are old guys that were 'unadoptable.' I love old dogs. I find them to be wise and restful, as a rule. One of my senior rescues has Buddha nature, which I knew when I saw his photo on the website and applied for him.
I'm not married, have never been, and have had my share of relationships, good and bad, with various men over the years. A friend who cast my horoscope about 10 years ago said 'you probably won't ever get married, there just are no planets in your house of relationships and partnerships.' I knew from the time I was a kid that I was going to stay single. It's really comfortable now but it wasn't always.
My passion is the written word. I read voraciously -- grew up with no TV in the house -- and I want to write for a living, and I even dream in words. Never met anyone else who admits to that!
I'm tall (5'10") and have always been not-skinny, but since I stopped smoking 8 years ago, I have been gaining weight at the rate of about 5 pounds a year. So at the first of the year I joined WW, with my sister, who is 55 and needs to lose a bit more than I do. I topped out at 221 and want to weigh 170. So far I've lost 19 pounds and am down to 202.
I don't know what's 'alternative' about me except that I am fond of the values (and music!) of the 1960's and 1970's, I rejected any belief in a paternalistic god about 5 years ago, I try to adhere to Buddhist teachings but I don't have a practice, and I think that intuition is as valid a form of energy as electricity.
So hi. Um, is it okay if I sit here?