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Old 12-18-2012, 07:43 AM   #140
diyana
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Hi ladies -

I had great difficulty falling asleep last night. I was awake until nearly midnight...making it quite annoying when the alarm went off at 4:45. I've had a lot on my mind...sadness from the finality of my marriage ending (made "real" by the finishing and signing of the paperwork), the uncertainty of my job situation, the fear of the unknown (not knowing where I'll be 6 months or a year from now - where I'll be living, working and if I'll be able to find a nice place for me and Santa). Sigh. I know these are not things I should give any thought to...no sense worrying about stuff until there's a reason to worry, and even then it does no good. I think I've just been putting most of my emotions on hold until I got the move and paperwork done...and now I get to feel them. Dammit.

Time to forget about the stress and look forward to my long-awaiting vacation visiting family and friends!

Gotta get some coffee and hunker down at the computer hopefully figuring out my code connundrums.

Much love,
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Starting weight: 245
Lap RNY 11/19/2014: 215.5 surgery weight

My Mini Goals:
1) Consume less than 120 grams of carbs, 30 grams of sugar and 1,100 net calories (factoring in exercise) 2) Exercise 6 days per week at least 45 minutes per day
3) Follow the Bariatric surgery eating plan
4) Make the most of each moment

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