Third time is the charm...right?
Hello all! My name is Constance and I live in Florida. The first time I joined MRC was March of 2009, two months shy of my daughter's 1st birthday. I was 387.8 lbs. Between my join date and Christmas, I managed to lose 115 lbs. I was on a roll...then Dec. 31st, my husband and I unexpectedly conceived our son. I was...devistated. Literally felt like God said, "Oh, you think you're looking hot now huh? You're getting a bit full of yourself girl!" I cried for two weeks, even crying on the shoulders of my consultants at MRC. Then I quit being selfish, and quit feeling sorry for myself, and enjoyed a happy pregnancy.
When my son was born, Sept. 27th, 2010, I gave him literally 7 weeks before I went back to MRC. I was determined to get things back the way they were. I had gained a lot! However, due to the fact that I was experiencing Post Partum Depression, I self-sabotaged my program. I would eat things off program, and then go weigh in and say, "I don't know what happened? I don't know why I am up a pound." Totally unhealthy and entirely too soon. So I left. Gave up entirely. Gained a lot of weight, weighing 360 now.
So I decided enough was enough. I re-enrolled today, and will start pre-conditioning on monday. I'm excited, but nervous. I don't want to set myself up for failure, and I believe that I will reach my goal weight this time. In 10 weeks, I will try to lose 45-50...With your support, love and advice, I know I can do it! Thanks yall!
-Constance
Last edited by kaylasmommy; 06-15-2012 at 02:58 PM.
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. BTW I'm about 45 mins away from G-ville and frequent the area a lot.
