It's great that you are so motivated! I HATE how easy it is to gain once I stop paying attention to what it is I'm eating...
I almost got into the "can't do this" funk today, actually, due to a bad day at work and some Easter weight gain. I'm replying to this post after I got home from work, but I READ this post on my phone on the bus- and no joke, reading that you are so motivated really helped me avoid buying junk on my way home. Thank you for the inspiration!