Hi! I'm not losing 100+ lbs, but I would like to be down around 85-90 from my high weight eventually.
Weirdly, this is a fun thread! Mostly because I like leaving these "Can't" thing behind as I shrink.
1. I am less outgoing, and less likely to be honest with people about what I think or feel. I tend to think weird things, like that they don't want to hear it as much because I'm overweight. And I try to blend in more, like I don't want to be impolite and "inflict" my fatness on people. It's crazy and wrong, but it's mostly subconscious - I don't even notice until later... I don't think these things of others, but I expect others to think them of me. -sigh- More issues to work on.
2. I can't sit on people's laps (friends or boyfriends). I'm too heavy to be comfortable being on them like that.
3. I can't go on the see saw with friends at a park. I'm heavier than everyone I know except a couple boys who're only ~10 lbs heavier than me. Embarrassing... but I really want to do it someday. I couldn't even when I was a kid. I was like 120 lbs at 12 or something. My peers were way smaller.
Last edited by LiannaKole; 03-16-2012 at 01:28 AM.
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