Guilt about missing a meeting
So, I had it all planned to get up and go to my WW weigh-in/meeting this morning at 8. There are two weigh-ins/meetings in my town, Wednesday morning and Wednesday evening. I try to go in the mornings because I'm on call at work, and nine times out of ten I end up working on Wednesday nights.
But this morning, it's -24 with a wind chill of -44. *L* There's a windchill warning in effect for my area, and I could not bring myself to go out there (I don't drive, so I always walk to my meeting; no one in my group lives close to my neighbourhood.) I may be lucky enough to get to the meeting tonight, but I'm not getting my hopes up (two of my coworkers are down with the flu, and even though one of them is supposed to work tonight, I have a feeling she won't make it in.)
Anyway, so now I'm sitting here feeling guilty like you would not *believe* because I didn't go. o_O And it's not like I skipped the meeting because I gained; I definitely lost this week. According to my own scale (I weighed first thing this morning) I've lost 3 pounds, so it's not like I feel guilty for missing for the "wrong" reasons. I guess I'm just so used to going now that I feel wrong if I don't, you know?
Has anyone else ever felt this way? And am I "cheating" by using my own scale as a measure this week?
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