Hello Everyone!
TOM - :-/ so I'm weighing in at 145 again - - the good news though, is that I KNOW it's water...and my body is going to surprise me in a few days by hitting that 143 mark and officially being 40 pounds down!!!
I have been working out religiously...and RUNNING THE TRAIL WITHOUT POWERWALKING!!! :-) I can run a 5K on the treadmill now without walking, and I'm at 1/2 of a 5K on the trail - - I can do it!! And I can't believe it, but when I was having a stressful day at work, instead of saying "I need a glass of wine", I said "I need a RUN"!! And I MEANT IT!!
I think it must be the endorphins, but I'm addicted!!
For those of you frustrated...I know your pain...in fact, no one even noticed my weight loss of 25 pounds - - every day I would come home to my kids feeling frustrated that no one noticed...now everyone has noticed!
So HANG IN THERE!!
One of the most important "tricks" I learned for weight loss is to sincerely and truly LOVE MYSELF. I NEVER beat myself up anymore if I "fall off the wagon" - I'm human - "progress....not perfection"... ;-)
.....and I found that when I "beat myself up", it was completely useless...just made me feel bad about myself, and made me want to throw in the towel...(that "spiral") - - now, if I had a bad day, I try to say "hmmm...that wasn't one of my better days - what can I do to make TODAY SERVE ME????" - - "What do I really want?" "How do I want to feel?" "Who do I want to be?"
.....and even when no one noticed I had lost weight, the truth is, I felt BETTER when I exercised and ate "clean and lean".....I think it's a personal power thing...but I feel STRONGER when I exercise and eat healthy.
I have often fallen into "victim" mode ---- like I HAD to exercise, and I COULDN'T eat the "good food"....couldn't drink wine --- that was also useless and works against me. Now I look at everything I do as MY CHOICE - I CHOOSE to exercise, I CHOOSE to eat "clean and lean" and I CHOOSE to moderate my alcohol consumption - - and I am CHOOSING to enjoy wine tonight without ANY guilt!
I hope this is helping some of you - but it really is so much more helpful to be self-affirmative!! :-)
Today I had two veggie sausage patties for breakfast with a slice of rice cheddar cheese - lunch - the kids and I went to a Japanese steakhouse - I ordered a kani salad (with no tempura flakes on top), and asked them to cook my shrimp and veggies (no rice) without any butter or oil - and I had a miso tofu soup - - it was all yummy! Then for dinner I made veggie taco salad...just finished it - it was delicious!
I ran the trail this morning, and this afternoon (after school shopping with the kids), I came home and did 100 crunches - I had planned on kickboxing this morning, which would have been a much harder workout but it didn't happen - and I'm not feeling guilty about it - I WILL plan to go Monday night after work though - I want to build muscle and strengthen my core - (flabby abs) - and kickboxing moves me faster to that goal!
Going to watch the Hunger Games with the kids in a bit - - we all had a great day - weather is BEAUTIFUL here! Sunny and 70s....
....oh - and I took all of my "old closet" to the consignment shop - thousands of dollars in clothes, suits, etc...they didn't want much - I got 30 bucks... LOL - donated the rest to charity.
Hope everyone has a wonderful Saturday night!