so im really frustrated with myself. so this post is going to be short and sweet because i dont want to talk about it but i really need to talk about it and you ladies are the only ones in my life who can relate and understand.
at the end of may i was doing fantastic. down to 129. feeling great. going running. all that good stuff.
theeeen i went on vacation.
fast forward to now. im 140. feeling fat and sluggish and like im a slave to my desire to eat. its driving me crazy because i just want to get back to where i was before but my life has been kind of crazy lately (moving out of my parents house, new boyfriend) and so its super easy to make excuses for how unhealthy i feel.
and of course my boyfriend, like all good boyfriends, tells me how beautiful i am and how he loves my big butt and all that stuff, which (while its appreciated) makes it really hard for me to be focused on getting back into shape.
soooo any advice or kind words that you ladies can give would be much appreciated.
if nothing else, thank you mucho for being here for me to vent my frustrations to