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Old 01-11-2010, 11:47 AM   #1
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Join Date: Nov 2009
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Height: 5'4.5"

Talking It's just so embarrassing.

My cousin, who sparked my weight loss, came for a visit yesterday. I hadn't seen her in two months, not since my start date. My face turned bright red the moment I opened the door and gushing began. LOL! I was red in the face the entire visit and felt very self conscious. Weird?

Eventually I'm going to have to get over it. I do NOT like being the center of attention. Not at all. I don't like being stared at and everyone at work is starting to look me up and down. I think the nugget of "something's different-what is it" has set in, though no one's said anything yet. I don't like that.
Long term goal: To still be calorie counting 11/9/2010
mini goals: ~211-10% lost;12/24/09 ~203 class I obesity 1/28/10; ~199 Onederland/15% 2/19/10; ~188-20%; ~185 half way 5/14/10; 179-bye 180's 6/12/10; ~174 overweight 7/3/2010;169-bye 170's 8/13/10;~164-30% 10/23/2010159-bye 160's~11/1/10; 153-35%~12/23/10; 149-bye 150's~2/11/11; 145 normal~2/14/2011; ~141-40%; 139-bye 140's ~135 GOAL! (129-45%; 117.5-50%)

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