10 Days In The Life Boat #131
 

I'm in! My goals are to work out (I do the Leslie Sansone Walk At Home 1 mile walk) 7 times over the next 10 days (I'm going to make a mini schedule , if I workout I will add "yes" and if not, "no" lol. ) -
5/22: no workout, but calories were 1,843 which is too much, so I'll say splashed.
5/23: I got my 1 mile Leslie Sansone Walk At Home in *woohoo* lol, and I had 1,783 calories which isn't horrible, but a bit higher than I was going for.
5/24: I did exercise earlier, but I had a really bad overeating (or binge eating) incident earlier this evening, *sighs* back on track tomorrow.
5/25: I did one mile, of Leslie Sansone, eating wasn't great but not too horrific less than 500 calories over I believe.
5/26: In the water, but alive & kicking lol. Really crappy day, I did use food to self-medicate and had a mini-binge of just under 3,000 calories (breakup drama, hurt feelings, hormones going crazy 1 week later and my TOM isn't here yet!! lol I'm celibate so it isn't that... TMI? lol), I did do my 1 mile though.
5/27: Another bad day. No exercise today & calories were just under 2,700, seriously! This is getting way out of hand, I am so close to waving the 220's that prior to the past month or so I'd never seen in my adult life goodbye! No way! I've been through too much, worked too hard, sweated until it burnt my eyes, for what? To eat myself into oblivion again? No way. Seriously I don't know how I am going to get back on track but I promise I will, and soon. I've been blaming stress & PMS, heck even drama w/my ex-boyfriend, but ultimately it is me making these choices. I am the one opening the bags, and stuffing the food down my throat. I don't hate myself, I'm just disappointed because I know I can do better than this. Here's to tomorrow being a healthier & happier day for us all! Let's do this!!
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I also want to keep my calories at between 1470-1700 for weight loss.

Snagging your little format here, Candidcamster. Hope you don't mind and good luck to you! :D

5/22: Calories were 1,319 (under my 1,500 calorie goal)
5/23: Calories 1,409
5/24: Calories were a little over at 1,615
5/25: Calories 1,485 ugh, still no formal exercise, I got very sick after breakfast this morning. Sometimes I really hate my body.
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And just a little happy dance, when I weighed in this morning I was 339.2 which is awesome, because I've been waiting to see the 330s after being stuck in the 340s forEVER. So I'm happy for this little victory.

You're doing awesome Tranquilize! Congratulations on the new decade, my highest was 350 as well. I actually had a mini cry-fest (happy tears) thinking about how far I've come since then, I'm so thankful to have this site & people like you for support, thank you. Tonight (3/24) wasn't my night, but tomorrow will be better, I'm going to see to it! <3

candidcamster, thank you so much for all the kind, positive words. I enjoy seeing you around the board. I read on another thread about your bad night and responded there. You are such an inspiration, I know that one bad night or even a couple won't stop you girl, you're a badass! :)

Thank you Tranquilize, I really enjoy your posts as well! It has been a rough week, just *ARGH* lol, sorry needed to get that out. I know it is going to get better, but I could just scream, I have a feeling I'll feel much better when my "monthly visitor" finally arrives until then I'm just a hormonal mess :(.

OARS UP

HEAD TO #132 FOR THE NEW LEG.