One thing I have realized is that my weight gain is stopping something that I always cherished and felt was an essential part of who I am----my energy levels! Even when i was lighter, but still considered morbidly obese (I guess I am super morbid obese now), I had soooo much energy. I could do things that most other people could, I could fit in most seats, and I think I just looked healthier, but big.
I want to regain my energy. I think that will help me be better overall. I think that I also need to put this energy into myself rather than put it into other things.
So, I am going to increase my water intake (I have been very dehydrated lately), take my vitamins every day, and increase my veggies and slowly eliminate grains. I think that will make a big difference in how I feel, and hopefully help to jump start my weightloss.