Hellooooo peeps...

Well I made a NEW pot, well still a baby pot, but taller than before. My pottery teacher sort of went "WOW YOU LEARN FAST!" haha... So, we ended up throwing clay on the wheel because I like did the trimming quickly haha. He did most of it though to be fair, I was a bit skittish about it and he knows I lack confidence with it. The new pot is a little better...it has a bit of a gash on one side, but hahaha...oh well lol. :D Pottery is so much fun! It makes me want to learn other things like knitting or mosaics...yay! :D

He and his assistant want to take my picture for their "wall of fame" hahahahaha...basically they want to show people taking the lessons etc. But I sort of had a moment where I thought to myself "if I was 340 pounds, I wouldn't be here, I would break the little seat I'm on and they wouldn't want a picture maybe".... so I sort of had this weird feeling come over me. You know some stranger wants to take a photograph of fatastic me...so, I said "yeah okay" and just thought to myself how before I would avoid a photo at all costs. Not anymore. I mean even my family has noticed I jump right in there when they take photos. I don't run away and hide. Perhaps that is a change, I'm not sure. I'm still shy, but not as much. I'm still really big, yeah, but I dunno it isn't the same. I think you all will understand what I'm trying to say I think.

Little things...little victories. Still stalled on the weight I'm sure, still a bit bloaty. No more carbs...:D Well good carbs!

morning ladies..

Thought I would post something that happened to me on friday.

There is a lady at our work who joined medifast and she has lost 15 lbs. Good for her!! So my friend/co-worker that i sit with was asking her all about it..lalala right.. so after she leaves I said I am so glad she found something tha works for her. I knew she had been trying different things for a while. So my friend says..oh my gosh she has only lost 15 pounds and you can tell it in her face..and you have lost almost 60 and i cant tell at all!!! My jaw hit the floor. I said well its probably because you see me everyday and you dont see her all the time. I think she knew she hurt my feelings..BUT its ok..I DONT need anyone to notice I have lost (even though people have and have told me) all I know is i can tell!

Today i plan on making out grocery list and going to the store. Watching football and sewing on my quilt!

Toodles

STOP! New week, new thread. ;)