Hiya and welcome welcome welcome!
You can totally rock this, we all can. We've all been there. I remember when I weighed 340+ and I believe at one time I was actually 350. I remember how big I felt, how I couldn't do certain things, how my body just wasn't well and now I'm 270 pounds, totally NOT where I want to be and NOT without many struggles, BUT here I am growing into myself, losing all that weight that has held me down for so many years.
We all have struggles and venting and talking about it here really helps me. People will push you when you need it or they'll just hug you and comfort you when you are needing that as well. I struggle a lot at times and recently just went through yet another weight and depression struggle, but I keep on trucking along and I have to say that the people here at 3FC really do care and are always there when you allow them to be.
*HUGS* Welcome!