Good Morning Ladies!
AMMI! I remember you and I'm so glad to see you!

Don't you feel bad about regaining some of what you lost - as you can see - I did too, about 27 lbs total - and I'm trying to get it back off along with losing what I had left back when I fell off the wagon. Something about losing a 3-digit number made me just go nuts and forget I wasn't done.

But, back in the saddle again as they say. Although, as you'll see at the end of my post, I kind of fell off the horse again this weekend.
Ruth: Sorry your vacation is still on hold - How is your DH?
Terri: Wow! The CPA exam is a big ordeal I hear. I can't even add - which is why I took the bar exam instead

but I have a friend who's a CPA and I have great respect for those who can do that!
Elmay: I know I had something to say to you - but my brain died a few minutes into this post!
Heather: You back yet?
My three-day weekend on the up side, was fun. At one point, starting with $50, I was up to $200 at the blackjack table. However, DH wasn't ready to go, so I kept playing. In the end, I played five hours and lost $10.

But I do enjoy it. Six Flags was also fun. Their water park isn't worth the admission, but it was free with the park so we did both. I did discover that the white linen capri's I changed into for the park become pretty much transparent when wet. I disovered this after riding Thunder River.

You get the picture. As did everyone else in the park who saw me.
On the down side, the weekend was also a three-day binge. I started with fast-food on the way to the in-laws and ended with fast-food at 9:30 p.m. last night. Burgers and cookies in the car. Pizza and ice cream and Chinese food at Six Flags. Some odd Italian casserole at the casino covered with a WHEEL of cheese! And the ONLY place I have any defense is Six Flags because your options are pretty limited then - but even then Chinese and ice cream weren't the best they had available.
Today I feel positively bloated and icky.

On top of all the food, the fact that I consciously and with forethought purchased cigarettes before we went to the casino pales. After all, they don't make me fat and I really can just quit again. I'm already back down to two or three a day.
I do this all the time and I really don't like that about myself. I just don't do well with going out, even though I could! I COULD have ordered a salad at the casino. I COULD have gotten grilled chicken sandwiches, hold the mayo, in the car. I COULD have said "NO" to the ice cream. - Well - probably not NO to the ice cream, but I'd have felt better about it if I had made the other choices better ones. At least I never let my MIL make biscuits and sausage gravy like she wanted to.
So. I had a great time. I regret the food splurges. I start the week (a day late) attempting to get back on track. I have had a healthy breakfast. I have a healthy lunch and snacks with me. If I can just not gain come Saturday's WI I'll consider it a good thing and if I do gain, I'll know I deserved it and promise not to whine about it.
