Story-I had the dizzy lightheaded stuff when my BP medicine needed to be adjusted, and I was actually having too low BP. It hit me harder when it was hot, or when I was dehydrated. There was a spectacular incident in the GNC store when I had forgotten to eat breakfast, and it was real hot.

Debbie, I had a bad day today, too.

Tomorrow is another day. We don't have to suck at staying on plan tomorrow.

Not gonna post personals tonight either, sorry. Things have been crazy here. I started feeling better from my meds, then I got a head/chest cold that didn't want to go away. Now I'm back to the fatigue and I'm not sure if I need another adjustment or if it's something else.

Dealing with some family stuff - in specific, my dad broke his hip. He's to the point where the lucid moments are getting further and further in between, but he's very frustrated and angry when he is lucid. His frustration was a major cause of the fall, and I'm just not sure what to do with him at this point.

I had some bank stuff happen that has made life more complicated than it should be. There was a fraudulent e-check that came through my bank account. It caused an overdraft, and because the "company" this came through now has my account #, routing #, etc, I am having to cancel my account and get another set up. This was actually a mixed blessing because the bank had been charging DH & I a fee for a "business" joint checking account rather than the free joint checking account we set up initially. Now they have to refund us for the fees for the last year. We wouldn't have known that without the account breach. The money is desperately needed and we are extremely thankful. It couldn't have come at a better time.

On the bright side, I had another interview for another job last week. I just got called back today for a second interview, which is tomorrow. I'll know Thurs if I got it. Even if I didn't, it was yet another bright light in what has been a very dark time lately.

Hope you all are doing well. I'll post more when I'm able to.

Brandnewme, GOOD LUCKxxxxx with the interview. Fab about the bank, that bad stuff has caused you to save money AND get a refund, so pleased for you.xxxxx
Well did anyone miss me? Anyone at all? lol The internet was off for 9-10 days huby has been shouting on the phone to them, threatening them with legal action & stuff as they won't let us leave them BUT can't provide us with a reliable service. It has to be bad coz hubby NEVER shouts at other people, just me & the boys when they're naughty.
I tried to catch up but there's WAY too many posts to read, I'm struggling TONS, had to go off liquid diet as I'm depressed & kept eating at night which made me feel bad & just added to the depression. I'm back on South Beach, it worked before & frankly EATING is such a novelty I'm actually ENJOYING it!!!
Annie, CONGRATS on the job, I KNEW someone would see what a special person you are.xxxxxxx
Battle I have to add to everyone's comments about the pic, first you look GORGEOUS, second I'm glad you're accepting these compliments.xxxxx
Valerie, great on Gabe & fab you are helping your friend, that sort of help is much more special than a bunch of flowers or a card.xxxxxx
Debbie, I don't know about everyone else but I think MOAN AWAY, if it helps you feel better & keep away from bad foods you GO AHEAD & VENT!!! Children bring such joy AND pain into our lives, try to eat healthy though, you want to live a long life for your children, your son will come around sometime, loosing weight will give him a nice suprise when he does.xxxxxxxx pm me if you need a 'chat' I've had so much trouble from my oldest son I hope I can be a good 'listener' for you.xxxxxx
Nancy, yes pics of your freshly painted room!!!!xxxxxx
I hasd hubby take some pics of me wearing a belt (a new one I treated myself to, black leather with diamante studs) OVER a top for the first time in YEARS, I THOUGHT I looked hot, no, more like pregnant!!! I'll try & post them on the pics page.
Lindsey is the guy the one who's parents you were meeting? Did it go well? If I'm wrong sorry, my memory is so bad!xxxxxx
xxxxsharon
ps Ammi, get healed sooonxxxxxx

Debbie -- :hug: I think we all have times where we eat too much out of control and wonder what the heck we're doing! I absolutely hate the feeling of being so out of control. But it IS a new day and you don't have to eat like that again.

When I get like that, and I did as recently as last week, I have to come up with strategies to deal with the next day, do my best to stick to them. And if I fail, I have to try again the next day. That's all we can do.

But know that this is very common -- I think probably everyone deals with it at some point.

:coffee:Morning everyone!
Wow, I do love it here already! ;) I had been at a stand still - no loss, no gain, for about 5 weeks. After coming here and reading ALL of your posts, I feel better about getting started AGAIN! I woke up this morning with some new found energy?!?!? I decided to take that energy and turn it into some positvie calorie burning! Did the 20 min. blast off with Richard Simmons! I know, Richard Simmons.........but, I just love that VHS tape and him! :D
I'm going to finish up some outdoor stuff in preperation for winter and off for a walk I am! I think I'll take the dog too, she could stand to lose a few!

brandnewme - I have had "bad" things happen in the banking department, but never fortunate to recieve a cash refund!!!!!! Yipppeee and I'm soooo glad you have that coming to you!:carrot: Good luck on the 2nd interview!

debbi - :hug:

sandybar - congrats on the new job!

TheStorySoFar - Hope you are feeling better!

Well everyone - I could sit here all day - but I won't burn many calories - so I better scoot!

Have a great day everyone!

Battle: Thanks for the sweet comments. Hugs.

Storey: I hope your back gets better soon, soon and they can give you some relief. It sounds like low blood pressure to me too. Hugs to you.

Sandy: I will start my job on Monday instead of today. All their managers are in planning meetings. I have some paperwork to do on Friday and yesterday they had me come get a binder with work information to look over but that is it until Monday. Hugs.

Debbie: It's okay. Don't worry about complaining too much. That is what we are here for, to support and encourage each other through hard times. Today is a brand new day! You are such a strong woman. You can have more power over the food I know you can. You have already lost 50 Pounds!!!! That is so awesome. You worked so hard. Don't let icky snacks get the better of you. I'm with Sharon. What a great surprise when your son comes back around to have lost so much weight. Hugs to you. Now for Daisy. My Pepper has days when it is colder that she will have a little hitch in her get along. She'll be okay. Maybe she stubbed her toe or twisted and ankle? I don't know but she'll be fine. Hugs Debbie and stay strong! It is freezing here as I'm sure it is where you live too but I am promising you that I am going to bundle up and take my furbabies for a good walk this morning before I get too far into my day. Try to do some exercise first thing today if possible. Hope your day is better today.

Brandnewme: So sorry about your Dad and you feeling fatigued. Good luck on the job sweetie. I will be praying you get one soon! Great about the bank.

Sharon: I missed you! Welcome back. I hope your ISP is all fixed now. How you enjoy South Beach and do wonderfully well at it.

Jeanne: Hey working out is working out no matter who you work out with. Hugs.

My new job start day was moved from today to Monday. That is fine with me. The managers and trainers are all busy with meetings so they asked me to come in on Friday for some paperwork. They had me take a drug test yesterday and also stop by and get some papers with definitions and information to get to know. I read through some last night. There is a lot of things I need to study so later today I will give it a go. I am going searching for sweaters today in Spokane after I exercise and shower. I also need to go take the clothes in my are to the shelter. I have been carying them around for about 2 weeks now. I am secretly afraid to get rid of them. Like I just know in the past I have needed them again. It is hard to get rid of them but I think it will be so good for me to do.

I did update my weight loss tracker. I lost 4 pounds last week. I so hopeful to get under 300 pounds. I haven't been under 300 pounds since 1998. I was telling Ammi in an email this morning that I remember the day I woke up weighing 303 pounds. The week before I had weighed 298. So this is going to be a biggy for me because I really remember the morning I weiged that. I am a bit nervous it won't happen. I am going to try to continue to chase that thought out of my head. Walking this morning may help. It is TOM for me so I am not swimming right now or going to the gym until later in the week. I think a brisk morning walk may help to clear my head. lol.

I hope you all have a wonderful op, water drinking day.

Blessings,
Annie

Hello My peeps!

I believe the weather changes and time changes have gotten all of us out of whack. On top of that, I have acquired a seasonal cold. I wondered why I had the monster headache yesterday afternoon. Bleh. I hope it's gone before Saturday! That's when I get to go to the Outer Banks with my family for Tday week. I sorta started getting ready for the trip by stacking up a few things. NSV time!! I tried on some old long sleeved bicycling clothes I had stored away because they were way too small. They fit!! Hips are a little tight, but I'm psyched that they FIT. I also saw a number on the scale I haven't seen in over 15 years. I dare not say it cuz I don't wanna jinx it for my official WI on Sat.

Val, w00h00!! kiss that Gabe on the nose for me!

Lindsey, I've been trying to get to bed earlier too. It won't take too long to get used to it. Yes, you MUST go to the Native American museum in DC. It's fabulous! My favorite part is the 13 minute film on the 4th floor. If you do anything, go to that.

Jeanne, yay for that surge of energy!! Go girl!

GTL200, I wondered where you went. I hadn't seen you in a while. Please come back and post more!

Annie, I'm drinking my water and staying hydrated. Bleh for getting a cold. Now I have to drink MORE! I'm so glad you have that new job AND fabulous clothes to wear to it. That number 300 will be a distint memory soon. I saw it go by as well as am still reeling that it's gone. Everyone time someone goes past that milestone, I relive that moment again!!

Battle and Debbie and anyone else struggling. Those days will happen. Now it's time to move on. I've had days like that and they turned into MONTHS. Today, I know with the help of you folks, they only last that day for whatever the cause(s) of it. You can't walk forward when you have one foot kicking your tailend at the same time. Stop kicking and take the next baby step forward!

Story, I hope the doc helped. Unfortunately, my docs never seem to have a clue.

Sandy, I hate that danged old vending machine at work! I have to laugh everytime I see that commercial on tv where the voice of the woman is talking about A3, or A7 coming to rescue her (it's a milkyway commercial). I feel like I talk to the work vending machines like that sometimes.

Brandnew, I'm sorry for the fraud and bank troubles. More stress to an already stressed out person! I'm glad there was a silver lining to it. Good luck on your interview!!

Sharon, your picts are GREAT! I missed you!!! I hate your internet provider.. geeesh! I don't think that would fly here in the USA.. well, maybe it would.

Ammi, heals to you!!!

Hugs and Luv to all,
Ratkity

So far today is a better day, mentally and eating-wise. I'm drinking my water and eating healthy. I hate those melt downs. I'm packing all the bags of chips, the Little Debbies, and sending them with my hubby when he goes to work tonight, and he's not allowed to bring that junk back in. He's going to have to give up some things to help me thru this, and it wouldn't hurt him to lose a few too.
My dil sent yet another card just to my Dad. She just loves twisting the knife. I'm sure he will receive Christmas presents as well since she loves to keep stabbing away at the rest of us. The funny thing is, is my Dad didn't want my son to marry her either, but she thinks becuz he played pool with her one time, that she's so wonderful, if she only knew. O well, can't dwell on something I have no control over.
For Thanksgiving, we aren't going to be cooking a big dinner. It will be just the four of us, my Mom and Dad, hubby and I. We're going to go out for dinner somewhere and then head up to the casino for a couple of hours, as my hubby has to work that night. He will get the Wednesday before off though. For Christmas, since it will be the four of us again, I want to go to a kitchen and help give out the meals they serve to the homeless. I've wanted to do this for a few years now, I just don't know if there are any around here or closer to Seattle.
Thank you for your encouraging words. I knew I could count on you to help me thru it. I just have to get strong and say NO to things again.

Story, I think it's your bp too. Mine does a nose dive when I lose a certain amount of weight and have to have it readjusted.

BrandNewme, sorry to hear the problems your having. Things WILL get better. The bank thing was actually a good thing that happened to you, even though its a hassle, but you got some money back which is a good thing. Sorry to hear about your Dad too, take care. :hug:

Carol, I missed ya!!

Hi Jar, glad you like it here.

Heather, I would think that you would have weight loss down to a science, but then I realize it's not something that will ever go away, but something I will have to deal with the rest of my life. You have worked on strategies to succeed, and I hope to learn them along the way and be as successful as you.

Annie, thank you for explaining how Pepper went thru some of the same things as Daisy. She's doing a little better today, but I think it's her toenails being too long is part of it. When we take her back to the vet on Friday, he said he would cut them for us, so hopefully that will give her some relief.
I can't wait to hear about your job when you start. You inspire me to think more about getting back out into the work force. It's just I don't even know what to do. All I've ever done was assembly work and went to school for surgical tech, but I never got a job in the field because of my injury to my hand. But I think I will start looking around for something.

Ratkity, YAAAAY on the bicycle outfit fitting!!! That is sucha good feeling to fit into something after a long time. Keep up the good work!

Valerie, how did the first night with Gabe home go? I bet it was awesome having him back. Ride that big boy for me one time!!!

This morning the llamas were roaming our land again. Silly things. The neighbors are boarding them but they seem to like it here better. Our dogs go nuts.
Well, that's it for me,
have a great day and :hug: to those of you who need it!!
Debbie

zelma - we will probabally have some clips online. when we do i will be sure to let everyone know!

Hi Peeps

Where to start - I'm so far behind on personals. It's been a good week - I am really motivated to meet my first goal by December 14. With my current average it will be close to make it by then. I'm trying to do no canned veggies/fruits and limit the TV dinners. I've not had a sodium problem but the fresh is so much better anyway.

Catherine - I love ice wine - but not how I feel the next day - makes my head hurt thinking about it. Sounds like a wonderful trip. You have such an amazing life - thank you for sharing it with us.

Debbie - hope your day is better today. Is there some snack you can buy for DH that you don't like? Or how about painting some of those banks - can't very well eat and do that at the same time? I've always wanted to serve at a shelter on the holidays - I have tried to get my whole family to participate but haven't had any luck. I think there is apprehension on their part - something new - I certainly understand that as I've had plenty of times where I don't want to participate.

Zelma - it's so nice to see you - I always enjoy your words of wisdom, not to mention you sharing summer with me - I'm a summer lover. I am counting down the days until spring - not really just yet - but I am counting down the days until we go to sunny WARM Mexico - BTW that would be 29 days.

Heather -yeah for the snacks and tea. I remember you saying you are hosting Thanksgiving - does that stress you also? I am starting to stress over that - everything has to be just right.

Donna - so glad you enjoyed your long weekend - just think - another one next week.

Annie - that's kinda nice that you don't start until Monday - almost like a vacation - HAHA - you at least can relax and get ready for your company without the job search pressure along with everything else. How many will you have for the holiday - I know you mentioned Joel's two sisters - will your mom and dad be there too?

Nancy - I'm not sure what IKEA is but you still amaze me that you can do it all by yourself. Your DDR comments hit home - it's the same way you started on the elliptical - as I have been trying out exercise videos from netflix I had been very discouraged when I couldn't do everything the first time - and didn't give up but certainly was discouraged. So what color are you painting?

Valerie - YEAH for Gabe being home. I'm proud of you for helping your friend this weekend. How's it going with Gabe every night?

Lindsey - do Jed's parents drink wine? You can never go wrong with a nice bottle of wine. Or fresh flowers maybe. They will love you.

Jeanne - do you ever tire of the chocolate smell? I'm with you on the energy - that always happens to me as I eat better and exercise. I also started taking vitamin B1 about 2 months ago - even though it's the energy vitamin I started taking it to scare away the mosquitos.

Brenda - nice to see you!

Battle - I'll get you the name of a few ice wines we've had if you're interested. Yeah on the confidence and carrying yourself - I am starting to feel a little bit of that - I think mine comes from finally feeling like I am taking care of myself. Too many years of not doing that. I am successful in all other areas of my life - they all seem to flow better when I am eating healthy too. Sometimes it's just hard to put in to words.

Story - hope you're feeling better - baby steps. Hugs.

Sandy - I'm with you on Val's philosophy - we must enjoy every day - part of that for me means taking care of myself and helping those around me - being the best that I can be.

Brandnewme - out of something bad comes a little victory. It's great to see you. Baby steps - special hugs to you.

Sharon - great to see you - I suppose I would have to kill our ISP - so much of our daily lives seem to be centered around what is happening online - alot of that bothers me but I will never complain about the support I receive here. I would have to go to the library to check in on my peeps. Thanks for the Ammi update - sending her hugs.

RK yeah for the bike clothes. That sounds like such an awesome holiday - I hope you enjoy every minute of it. Have you done the zinc stuff to help with the cold?

Luan - can't wait to see the clips - I loved hearing about your week in Louisiana.

OK - hugs to anyone I may have missed.

I haven't figured out if the water really helps with dry skin or not but I'm giving it the old college try - my skin is already "winterized". Not liking that much. I need to remember the lotion - DUH.

Everyone have a great night.

Hugs,
Carol

Hi,
Just wanted to explain the avatar...:lol: It's one of the llamas that comes to visit us. I was surprised I got so close to it...I was waiting for it to bolt!! If you look close, you can see it's bottom teeth sticking out...pretty funny looking but fun to have around. They belong to the people next to our place, but apparently they like our grass better. :)
I did great today eating wise. Just knowing those chips and Little Debbies are gone helped me. My hubby looked at me like I had to be kidding when I bagged up the junk. I think he finally realized I'm very serious about losing weight.
Thanks again for the encouragement!
Debbie

Debbie - I think it would be great to have llamas wandering around our property, although being in the 'burbs, it isn't likely to happen too soon. We did have a goanna (good-sized lizard) in our garden the other day, but that is about it for wildlife at the moment.
What are 'Little Debbies'? Are they a type of cookie or cake? I am sure that they are something delicious, but we don't get them over here.
I'm starting to think that your Dad would be better off telling the dil that she should stop sending cards just to him as it is hurting people's feelings. Although I suppose that at least when he receives cards you can get an update of how they are doing. Not an easy one to solve huh?

Luan - Great that you may have some clips online. I may still get to see you!!! Well, at least I'll get to see something you have had a hand in producing.

Carol - If you are a summer lover you should come and spend a Christmas in Australia one year. It is very different having a hot Christmas. I would like to experience a white Christmas one day, but I'm not sure I could cope with the cold. I would also like to have a hot Christmas dinner, but it just isn't appealing when the temp is around 100F.
Have you been to Mexico before? What sorts of things can you do there? I've seen it on TV of course, but I don't really know the sorts of things that tourists can do. There is usually just lots of things on TV about illegal immigrants and drugs, which I am not sure is something that ALL tourists get into.

Annie - Great news on the 4lb loss!!!
I am SO looking forward to hearing how your new job goes. I hope it is as perfect as you want it to be. I know YOU are perfect for the job, and now I just hope that the JOB is perfect for YOU!
It sounds as though you are getting some lovely outfits together for work. You'll have to post a pic or two of you all dressed up.

Sharon - It is always absolutely wonderful to see you!! Of course you are missed! I just post so rarely that I never think to tell people that I miss them. I also know about the horrible time you've been having with your Internet provider, so I know your visits have been sporadic. I certainly hope you can get some positive news out of your provider soon, or at least that they release you from your contract so you can find someone else.
How are you lovely boys going?
I LOVE your pics in your outfit with your new belt. I think you look great! I know I'm supposed to say lots about how much weight you've lost etc, and you HAVE certainly done that, but I want to comment on your gorgeous face and your magnificent hair! I would LOVE to have hair like that! I am SO jealous. My hair is naturally just 'straight'. Nothing glamorous about it at all... just 'straight'. It can be a pain in the rear end at times.
Do you have anything like Thanksgiving over in your area? We don't have anything like that in Australia, but I have no idea about what people do around the world.

Ratkity - Sorry that you have a cold. I hope that it is all gone before your trip. How long do you have before you go away?
Great news about the clothes fitting now. I am currently having the opposite thing happening to me. TOM is due and I am feeling all bloated, so with the few pounds I put on over winter, some of my clothes are feeling a little more 'snug' than I would like. Hubby tells me that it is just my imagination that I look like a sack of potatoes tied in the middle, but he would tell me that I looked gorgeous IN a potato sack, so I can't really take his opinion seriously. I am confident that the extra pounds will come off as it warms up. I am also due to come off my medication (for depression) in a couple of months, and I am thinking that they may have contributed to a bit of the weight gain. So, fingers crossed, my clothes will be fitting more like yours soon.

Jeanne - I am glad you have found some extra energy from somewhere. Don't suppose you can package some up and send it over this way could you? I don't know whether it is the warmer weather, or the end-of-year usual exhaustion, but I could almost have a nanny nap after school each day if I let myself.
I am glad you like the Richard Simmonds exercise videos. I have only ever seen him on TV, but he always seemed so upbeat and 'fun'. I am really enjoying the Leslie Sansone DVDs at the moment. I have the 5 mile one and I usually try to do 3 to 5 miles. Some people say that Leslie talks too much and gets on their nerves, but I actually like listening to her chattering on. I usually exercise on my own, so I suppose it gives me some 'company'. I also often just block out any noise and think about something else, so I'm not always concentrating on what she is saying, just following the moves, which is the important thing.

Oh, I wanted to mention something and I keep forgetting. Many of you (actually I think ALL of you) are heading into your winter and many of you may have a cold/flu or two to look forward to. Well, I have NO idea if this is a coincidence, good luck or good planning on my part, but as soon as our weather began to cool down I started to have a kiwi fruit every morning and an orange most days of the week. Kiwis are supposed to have more Vitamin C than oranges, so I figured this would give me a double dose of Vitamin C. Know, it could also be that my body has finally settled down to this new weight and I am just a much healthier specimen than I used to be, but while everyone around me has had colds, one after the other, I have not had ONE single sniffle (except from hayfever). Being around kids all day, this is something of a miracle. Many of them come to school sick, for some reason or another, and they don't think twice before sneezing all over you. Now, I am keeping my fingers crossed about this, because usually I open my big mouth and suddenly get sick, but I just wanted to pass on what I have been doing. If it is NOT a coincidence, or good luck, then it may be something that a few of you would like to try. I actually love kiwi fruit (as long as they aren't over-ripe) and oranges, so I didn't mind having them anyway. I wish you all the very best as you move closer to winter and I hope you can manage to avoid a cold or the flu, although it sounds as though some of you are getting a dose of something already.

I've been having a little trouble with one of my 'babies' lately. He has had anger issues for years now, but things have really flared up over the past few weeks. I have a feeling that he is a little worried already about next year, as he has been in my class for two years now and has become quite attached to me. I have asked the principal if he can possibly introduce this little boy to the teacher he will be having next year and give him some time to get to know her. He seemed to think it was a good idea. This little one has been swearing, punching and running away from school. There are a number of things happening in his little life and Mum (Dad is in another town, planning to move to another state - which isn't helping at all) is at her wit's end. I really feel sorry for her as she has two younger, very sweet, children and she doesn't want them to be hurt in any way. My heart goes out to the boy in my class as he has a heart of gold at times, but then he just becomes very angry and lashes out at the other kids. When he is in one of his calmer moods he wants LOTS of cuddles. He will often just lean into me while I am talking and grab my arms to put them around his shoulders and he will stand like that while I am talking to other people. He seems so 'lost' at times. I hope things settle for him soon, or he is going to lose a lot of his friends with his behaviour.

Well, that's about it for me. I've actually been taking a risk and typing this directly into the message box, so I want to post it before it disappears into cyberspace. Sorry to those people I missed out. I'll try to catch you later.

Take care,

Zelma

Zelma thanks for your kind words, my hair is finally growing properly now, the last few years it was falling out in handfuls & hubby spotted a few 'bald spots' which was really scary & upsetting. I think your hair is lovely too, so there!
I agree on the vitamin c thing, years ago I had 6+ cups of lemon tea every day (no sugar, lol) & had no colds or sniffles at all, you working with kids every day certainly puts it to the test! My boys are fine thanks, Gareth has his annual revue (the Autistic one) next week, he is doing exceptionally well, from not communicating 2 years ago to 'proper' speech now, though he's slightly behind for his age but it's amazing! Few people appreciate the hard work, poor pay & long hours teachers put in & those like you & Gareth's teacher who go that extra mile, caring & helping those who need it. I hope that little boy finds comfort in you & it helps him.
Lizards in the garden eh? We get foxes & the odd falcon-type bird as well as hedgehogs & other birds & small animals, it's WAY too cold for any lizards! We don't have Thanksgiving as such, we get harvest festivals around Sept/Oct, which go back to ancient times, Druids & stuff, carried on by the churches now but that's it. xxxxxxxx
Ratkitty we're tied to it til August on my husbands cell contract we get 'free' internet & neither the phone or internet part of the company will help us, each blames the other, oh well at least I'm online now, lol. thanks about the pics, though it's amazing I've lost a lot of weight; 6 stones=84lbs; I stil look awful, when I look at really old pics I don't recognise myself! How do we not notice how big we're getting? Fab on the clothes fitting & that kind of outfit is not something you can cram yourself into, lol! Even more FAB getting to a lowest weight for years, it HAS to be the same or lower by WI day, unless you are bad & that's not likely now after all those NSVs is it?CONGRATS!!!!xxxxxx
Luan, FAB on the job, your life sounds so exciting! I hope it all pans out for you.xxxxxxx
GGgirls FAB on being close to your goals! I tried to get on here from the library but time was limited, people were queueing (sp??) to use the pcs and I couldn't remember the password to get on!! My pc 'saves' it, the library is a 15/20 min walk from home, I don't drive & frankly I was expecting the internet to be back on in 24-48hours, still I'm back & just 'chatting' on here has me feeling more positive.xxxxx
Sandy how are you? I think I missed something, I know work was bad but did something else happen? Hugs anyway.xxxxxxx
xxxxsharon

just popping in this morning to check on every one i havent forgotten yall! i am still struggling both physically and mentally but hope to be doing better soon... just kinda taking a break . glad to see everyone seems to be doing good... i am hoping to jump back on soon but i am still having troubles with my right leg and my right arm.