Hi all. Couple things I wanted to share.
First, you might want to check out this web site. Brought me through the realm of emotions and left me feeling more at peace.
http://www.rhawk.net/thankyou/
Second, although I fear there will be many innocent lives lost in retaliation, I fear it is inevitable and necessary. Leonard Pitts has done a wonderful job of expressing the feelings many.
By Leonard Pitts Jr. Syndicated columnist / Seattle Times
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"They pay me to tease shades of meaning from social and cultural issues, to provide words that help make sense of that which troubles the
American soul. But in this moment of airless shock when hot tears sting disbelieving eyes, the only thing I can find to say, the only words that seem to fit, must be addressed to the unknown author of this suffering.
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You monster. You beast. You unspeakable *******. What lesson did you hope to teach us by your coward's attack on our World Trade Center, our
Pentagon, us? What was it you hoped we would learn? Whatever it was, please know that you failed.
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Did you want us to respect your cause? You just damned your cause. Did you want to make us fear? You just steeled our resolve. Did you want to tear us apart? You just brought us together. Let me tell you about my people.
We are a vast and quarrelsome family, a family rent by racial, cultural, political and class division, but a family nonetheless. We're
frivolous, yes, capable of expending tremendous emotional energy on pop cultural minutiae, a singer's revealing dress, a ball team's misfortune, a cartoon mouse.
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We're wealthy, too, spoiled by the ready availability of trinkets and material goods, and maybe because of that, we walk through life with
a certain sense of blithe entitlement. We are fundamentally decent, though - peace-loving and compassionate. We struggle to know the right thing
and to do it. And we are, the overwhelming majority of us, people of faith, believers in a just and loving God.
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Some people - you, perhaps - think that any or all of this makes us weak. You're mistaken. We are not weak. Indeed, we are strong in ways that cannot be measured by arsenals.
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Yes, we're in pain now. We are in mourning and we are in shock. We're still grappling with the unreality of the awful thing you did, still working to make ourselves understand that this isn't a special effect from some Hollywood blockbuster, isn't the plot development from a Tom
Clancy novel.
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Both in terms of the awful scope of its ambition and the probable final death toll, your attacks are likely to go down as the worst acts of
terrorism in the history of the United States and, indeed, the history of the world. You've bloodied us as we have never been bloodied before.
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But there's a gulf of difference between making us bloody and making us fall. This is the lesson Japan was taught to its bitter sorrow the last
time anyone hit us this hard, the last time anyone brought us such abrupt and monumental pain. When roused, we are righteous in our outrage, terrible in our force. When provoked by this level of barbarism, we will bear any suffering, pay any cost, go to any length, in the pursuit of justice.
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I tell you this without fear of contradiction. I know my people, as you, I think, do not. What I know reassures me. It also causes me to tremble
with dread of the future.
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In days to come, there will be recrimination and accusation, fingers pointing to determine whose failure allowed this to happen and what can be
done to prevent it from happening again. There will be heightened security, misguided talk of revoking basic freedoms. We'll go forward from this moment sobered, chastened, sad. But determined, too. Unimaginably determined.
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You see, there is steel beneath this velvet. That aspect of our character is seldom understood by people who don't know us well. On this day, the
family's bickering is put on hold. As Americans we will weep, as Americans we will mourn, and as Americans, we will rise in defense of all that we cherish.
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Still, I keep wondering what it was you hoped to teach us. It occurs to me that maybe you just wanted us to know the depths of your hatred.
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If that's the case, consider the message received. And take this message in exchange: You don't know my people. You don't know what we're about. You
don't know what you just started.
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But you're about to learn."
Peace be with you
Still Here
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. I can't believe we're in the single digits already.
So happy to see that - I am working very hard for it.
No messing up!!
It was kind of nice though, they had a moment of silence at 7:00...we got there at 6:30. They put a little votive candle on everyone's table and told us that they would be having a moment of silence at 7:00 and someone would come and light our candle. It was weird though, to have everyone stop serving, eating, talking, even most of the kids were quiet!! 
