I am trying not to freak out but now I'm starting to freak out. I joined a challenge for the summer to keep me motivated and moving. I'm totally motivated and I've been working hard. I upped my exercise by adding weight training 3 days per week (about 35 minutes per session). I also do 5 days of cardio for 45 min.- 1 hour.
My eating has been okay- I think. I've been eating the same way I've been eating through the loss of the 30 lbs. but it is clearly not working. The day after I added weight training my weight went up by a couple pounds overnight. I thought it was water weight but instead my weight is up and STAYING up. It's been 10 days! Obviously I have to re-lose the darn pounds and I'm pissed. I wish I wouldn't have started weight training- it's messed everything up.
So, I'm in this challenge. I'm motivated to do well and I'm working hard. The first week I got to show a stinkin' GAIN and I'm still basically floating around in the same weight range so I'm unlikely to show a loss at the next weigh in either. This is NOT what I had planned. I can feel myself freaking out and I don't want to freak out. I feel like I'm failing when everyone else is succeeding and I'm not sure why I can't move forward.
I'm not after huge losses each week, I'm totally cool with half a pound a week but this mysteriously gaining weight then NOT being able to lose it is really starting to get me discouraged. I can't 'quit' because then I REALLY start gaining and all the work I'm doing right now is for nothing. I feel so stuck! Work hard for nothing or give up and get even fatter than I was before. I'm in a tunnel- someone help me see the 3rd alternative that my freaked out self is missing.
