hi everyone!
Yes Kerri you nailed it I do have a toxic mother, boy is the ever!
It is good to have you back! don't let the depression get the best of you, try to get some excersice, get your blood pumping, believe me it helps me stay above the water with so much crap going on.
GG you are so right, I should've never called her, but I guess a part of me wanted to think I wanted a mother to count on on difficult stuff like MY HEALTH, what the **** was I thinking! I made my decision I will not answer the phone if she calles or when she calls, I have nothing to share with her.
Sheila when my dad passed away it took me a long time to grieve, even at the burrail I coulnd't cry, it sound so cold and horrible, but I was in a state of shock for lack of better words. DH didn't have a clue how to deal with my loss, fortunatly we still have both his parents.
GG I am so sorry about your difficult day, I hate bad news, but bad doggie/pet news are extreamly hard. They become such a part of the family and we the owners are their voices, they are very special. I know! believe me I know!

you are a great vet, I have no idea how you can do your job. Good luck today, I wish you a great calm day.
Joan I hope you are having a great time! relax and enjoy!
Michelle how great you can see your GD. Sorry about the stuff going on with your DD, lets just hope she matures sooner rather than later.
Christina how are you, haven't seen you for a few days!
Roo you sure made me laugh, what is your DW going to do to you to send you all the way to the hospital, NO don't say it! I may blush! LOL. Keep it to yourself but do let her know how she could help you not be depressed, OK know I am blushing! enough!
Karen I knwo what you mean about SD it is crazy to say but this kids can really make you nuts!
The stres is really gettting to me, today I don't know if I should go to the gym, my stomach was gigantic last night, and it was so hard it hurt.
Oh DS had a great day at the new school yesterday, I know this is just the "honey moon" period, but we are going to enjoy it for as long as it last, so far 1 good day!!!!! the teachers are wonderful, and so is the education cooridator I like the a lot~
Lauren I agree with Melinda the s talk sure brings people out even Roo,
Mary thas is great! to be under budget! unheard off in my house, we did are kitchen remodeling, we bought this house in March last year and the kitchen was OK but not very well designed the microwave was what started it all, it was too low above the stove, that was the begining $70 K later, but I is all worth it, my kitchen is just what I wanted in this house we love to entretain, do you? I wish you all the best when you are done with the addings and remodeling, you will enjoy the a lot! do you entretain a lot?
I will check in later!