I love my mom I am 27 I live with her.....I used to be very very tiny until after I had my second child........
After my second child the name calling started probbly 2 weeks after giving birth I was called fat or told look at that mom how would it be to have her body....
She was never like this before so I dont know if its tough love for getting pregnant a second time or jelously although I highly dought a mother would feel that way
When ever she is nagging or mad at me btw most of the time I am belittleed or treated like a child by her in front of others
I on a daily basis if I breck the eggshell I am walking on I get called hefa,fatty,puddgy,rosie o donnall,roseanne barr,old,not pretty like I once was.YOU WILL NEVER BE SKINNY AGAIN.LOL you still wear maternity clothes. You are a embaressment,nobody wants you,you are mental,I despise you.MOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE.I get called every fat name or mean abusive comment you can think of and its if I disagree with her or have my opinion about something.....
I clean for her I help her out she is very ocd so I embaresses myself to ask people questions on her behalf,I would do anything to make her be nice to me....
I am 5'0 and 140-150 lbs so a little chubby I know but it hurts,and I knotice its way worse the name calling if I am working out or exercising,she really tries to hurt me with words
I am just so hurt it makes my heart hurt I have been dignaosed with Panic attaks,I get them very bad,and adrenal fatigue,high cortisol levels,My doctor said stress is to blame,I even have acne and I never had it in the past and yes I get teased for that
I am told how she dosent care if I am stressed that I have nothing to be stressed over and what she says is just words and how if I didnt piss her off so much I wouldnt get called names.....
I have litterly cried to her tears so emotinal I was throwing up from the pain,I told her how she might aswell stab me in my heart beacuse that was the pain she was causing me and she said if she had a nife and could get away with it she would love to
I am told how lucky I am to live in her home and if I am under her roof and can be treated however.
She dosent do this in front of my kids thank goodness but my kids she me depreesed and crying half the time.....
I have no social life I have not had a time to myself in 3 years...I was going to get money for a car from a close friend and she told me that was wrong to take money so I have no car aswell
whats ironic about this is my mom is very obese and I get called all this crap...
I love her and I want her to be a mom and support help and encourage me
I have no clue if menopause is to blame or pmdd
As she was not like this in my teens thankgoodness
I have not had any apoligies for any of this she says thers nothing to apoligise for and its my karma. I love her so much it hurts....I wish I could have a big hug from someone and told how wonderful I am
Please no bashing my mom we all have problems I just want to know why someone would be this mean to there daughter...Its like she takes everything out thats bad in her life on me
She is a great grandma and wife she does wear the pants in there marriage though lol,but me she is very mean to..
And I would also like to know how I can manage weight loss with the stress I deal with.
Thank You please no judging...